P.S Mr. Switzerland

May 08, 2017

P.S Mr. Switzerland

I've watched movies where people fell in love with in a week and thought... this can only be a movie, how can someone fall in love so fast ? I've watched Dear John where they fell in love in less than two weeks and wondered... how's that even possible?

But then I met this person and in three days they made me feel like I'm alive and showed me things no one has ever showed me and I found out things about myself that I didn't even know. This person made me realize why it never worked out with any guy I've been with; because none of them was even half the man or gentleman he was.

I'm pretty sure I'm not the only female that has dreamt of the type of guy she wanted; the qualities the characteristics the charm, good looks and a smile that can brighten even the darkest hearts, day.

But obviously I always convinced myself that I could never get that? I mean who would want a average girl like me? I'm no body ! And you just came along and even as you stood before me The guy of my dreams, who I can't wait to close my eyes after a long day just to see. The guy that I dream about and when it's time to wake I say five more minutes just so I could finish dream about you, came to life? How's this even possible? How were you standing in front of me three days ago and you're about leave forever? How's that even fair?

Just by sitting down talking for hours, laughing and being in each other's presence was good enough.

You made me want to just stop what I'm doing and travel the world as if being here I'm stuck and there's nothing here for me?

I've been feeling so stressed out and so overwhelmed feeling as though I needed a different perspective on life and you just came along and confirmed that. I mean I literally, and I don't care who judges me, fell in love in three days.

And you know the persons about to leave and you'll never see them again but you still don't care, you're not worried about tomorrow's pains but more focused on today's happiness.

I've literally laughed or called it "cliché" when I'm watching a movie and people fall in love so fast and I said it was "unrealistic" oh boy was I wrong?

It is possible! And although we're just friends I just want to say thank you! Because now I know exactly what I need to do and how I need to do it.

I'm literally crying as I type this...

but it's not because I'm heart broken that you're leaving to go back across the world where you're from but it's because you have awaken something inside of me that wants more, that needs more, something that I thought had been dead or no longer existed something that I stopped believing in and had lost all faith in . You have given me HOPE again!